The joy of colorful fish

Dear her,

The time with you is such a lovely experience that I really can’t explain it. Taking the time would write it would cut into my lifespan for so long. A picture says a thousand word, a song says so many more. It still isn’t enough. You helped me turn my personality twice, lived through my worst and supported me for what it feels like a dynasty. It has been so long, 5+ years? We laughed, cried, talked, ranted, did so much together. I can barely remember how we met because you seem to be in my memories for that long.

What we have is still so complicated, but I am ready to untangle through this or let you walk your own path, never regretting anything that we have done together. We argue, we love each other, we pop each others extremes, and balance each other out.

Lately we haven’t been spending time together, but I understand its our last year and you want to experience a lot. Parents shall always be parents and I understand that too. I want you to have the best experience you can, even if it means that you may leave me later on. You have changed so much for me and I cannot understand why you did so much for me. I want to show how much I love you, but I know I am restricted to do such, there is no alternative right now. The best I can do is let you be yourself and choose to stay or fly away.

This is just but a fraction of what I want to say, but what I want to say can be summed up like this. I love you so much, and I won’t forget nor regret these times with you.

Love, me

Dear person,

We met only just a couple years ago. I was quiet yet you went and talked to me. You are this awesome cool person that everyone knew and I was just there. Talking to you made my day that year, with all those crazy antics. Our classmates were just superbly funny with those acts. Using a musical instrument as a weapon and a hook for a pole. The tests we had taken, the laughs, the sad moments, those weird moments. For some reason you had taken the time to get to know me and tell me about yourself. I found out how you are, how your partner was, and so much more. I even enjoyed those awkward moments we had. Then things just disappeared when we weren’t in the same classes anymore. You were still shining through like the sun. Your voice still high and brings joy to others. Even now you still leave a mark on everyone, either with your personality or your voice. I wish I could have hung out with you more however things went the way they went. To be honest I look up to you, seeing how you grew up, doing things that make many people smile, performing those shows, so much. You have so much feeling into your songs though you probably already know that.

For the future, I hope to see you still singing and strumming that guitar. Keep that smile and just be yourself. When you need someone to talk to I am always glad to lend an ear. You had helped me loosen my stiff quiet personality my friend.

Never stop dreaming,

That quiet guy that who you talked to in 5th period

Wellp i finally joined tumblr :D(again)

To those have read this thing i hope you see my dedications to those people and recognize them as awesome crazy supermen and women :3

as for the other posts :D have fun